"You're a nice guy".

I've been hearing that a lot. I think being nice too often is not very good. I dun feel very stable. I believe in the law of balance, for every good point there's a bad point. For every positive part in your character, there's a flaw.

I'm not saying that because i'm nice too often, it's generated a lot of bad flaws in me. Rather, I've been feeling quite unstable. I've started to realise that I've been bottling up a lot of anger and resentment. It's not towards anyone, but strangely, it's anger and resentment towards myself. My inability to act and my failure to perform in certain functions. I've started to have more and more short bursts of anger that erupt abruptly when i'm alone, walking home or alone at night in my room. It's not anything dangerous, just... Rage.

I wonder if that's normal for people. Sudden bursts of rage when you're like doing stuff.

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